I do vape, though.
Trying to wean myself off that.
I want to look into the literature and therapy out there for cigarette smoking cessation.
I never gave it much credit; I still don't.
But I need to know if they at least address my two major problems with the very question of cessation.
1.) Do groups like Smokers' Anonymous (or whatever the major groups are) admit the obvious value of the cigarette, of smoking, even beyond the nicotine?
2.) Do groups like that (and I also mean, the books, the doctors that speak on the issue, etc) ever explain that quitting is never a complete definition of the problem at hand? This is to say, quitting is part of the problem, but the easier of the two parts. Do they ever deal with the more difficult part of the problem: the filling in with new habits?
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THURSDAY - FEB 25 - 2010 (Journal entry.)
Peeling back addictions is or feels like becoming "purer"
?
I'll take it
(?)
So much to do so much to do
cigarettes just aren't going to work for me
I'll take it
working hard is becoming more fun
I'll
Barthes gives me mental boner
total asshole & wrong in the end (I think) but
mmm post-structuralism
the rustle of language makes me feel like I'm doing god's work
thinking the right thoughts making similar connections it's times like these I get the (false) hope that there is anything resembling an answer to any of the big metaphysical questions
***
THURSDAY - FEB 25 - 2010 (Journal entry.)
Peeling back addictions is or feels like becoming "purer"
?
I'll take it
(?)
So much to do so much to do
cigarettes just aren't going to work for me
I'll take it
working hard is becoming more fun
I'll
Barthes gives me mental boner
total asshole & wrong in the end (I think) but
mmm post-structuralism
the rustle of language makes me feel like I'm doing god's work
thinking the right thoughts making similar connections it's times like these I get the (false) hope that there is anything resembling an answer to any of the big metaphysical questions
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